reality really bites

1. I don’t think I’ve ever had a bubble pearl tea drink before this but ever since I came here, it has been one of my favourite drinks. I really like the pearls. My ex flatmate used to make some thai tea and then we will put the pearls inside. It taste really good. Remember to boil the pearls with some sugar.

2. I went to the fun fair over here twice, once in the day and once at night. The rides at the fun fair here are like the rides at a theme park. Puts Genting’s theme park to shame.

3. I still really really like London. There is just something about London.

4. I went to Gordon Ramsay’s Maze. Not sure if I will blog about it coz everyone have been asking me how was it but I can’t really tell. It doesn’t suck but was it worth the price? I don’t know what should I have expected. Something that taste really out of the world?

5. Phantom of the Opera was good.

6. I didn’t expect to miss this place that much.

no longer finger lickin good

after 3 attempts, i have come to accept that kfc will no longer be my comfort food. it doesn’t taste like how i remember it used to. i wonder if the english kfc have anything to do with this.

the same goes for ramly burger. i think the bread is the cause. alllllll the sandwiches i had in a year.

right now i crave for a good steak.

alright here are some insights to my life and mind, mostly.

I am not a religious person. The only ‘religious’ thing I do every year, if you can call it that, is to visit this Goddess of Mercy Temple at Pitt Street during CNY and offer joss sticks.

A couple of years ago, I was at a very low point in my life and I asked God (in general) for some help. When I said I asked, I meant I was down on my knees praying to whoever that is up there.

Of course, things didn’t work and I was devastated.

I knew it was on me and not him but I also knew I’d done everything I could possibly do to salvage it so why couldn’t things go my way for once?

Because life is not fair.

Fast forward to now.

Now, I’ve always believed that there is a reason why things happened. Reasons, purpose, however you wanna call it.

However, right now, at this point in my life, I am not really sure if I have faith anymore.

I don’t know whether its because I have too much time on my hands lately or this is what everyone has to go through at least once in their life but what I do know is I feel lost and I have never felt this way before.

I don’t know what I want to do and I don’t know if I will like doing what I should do and most of all, I do not like not knowing where I will be in 5 year’s time or even next year.