On My Way

So it has all come down to this.
As much as I despise how the cause of all this is one piece of paper, there’s really nothing I can do about it. Well not at this stage.
I don’t know if what I’ve done is sufficient for me to get what I want and I know I could have done much much much better.
I’m not even sure if this is my best.
If it is
What if my best is not best enough?