reality really bites

Sigh.

I have a few post blogged in advance (actually i haven’t blog them yet but I will after this hor) and it will be spread out the whole of this month.

Because I will be busy crying at home SOBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBS

hmph

I hate this.

Went to this place for dinner the other day.

Spice Rice! It’s opposite the new courthouse. I’ve been telling my friends that this place serves Indian food because of the name but they didn’t believe me. Hmph.

I like this. It’s fish something if I’m not mistaken.

Sigh.

Rest of the pictures here. I had the butter naan and some chicken which I forgot the name. There’s the chicken tandoori and something which I cannot remember. And then a scoop of haagen with carrot something.

Sigh.

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Now I wanna go for breakfast (after I finish the other post of course).

I HATE THIS ARGH.

AND DONT YOU GUYS ASK.

What I’m feeling now is indescribable. It is different from that time where I was just plain miserable.

I just wish all of this will end soon.

I like how he tell it as it is. What he said just now really hit me hard. And it’s even harder to swallow because I know what he said is true. Will be true. Just because it hasn’t happened yet doesn’t mean it is not.

——

The other day you told me that you’ve never doubted me. I smiled weakly.

I wanted to say it but the words just couldn’t come out.

I’m sorry but this time, I’ll be a disappointment.

1. The bruises on the knees were due to caving, not because I was punished by my parents wtf
2. Still playing with the Wii.
3. 22″ is nice. I don’t know why I stuck to the 12″ for so long. At first I thought 22″ is perfect but then after using it for few days, I begun to think of 24″. Oh no. Hell no.
4. If any of you have any jobs to recommend, please tell me hor. Part time jobs la. Or Freelance.
5. I dreamt that my laptop kaput on me the other day and all my things went poof! What a nightmare.
6. I’ve also been dreaming of something that is not within my control anymore. It’s like you know, you more or less accepted it already but until it really happens, there’s this tiny little chance that it might not and god knows if I’m hanging on to that tiny little hope but I’m a realist. I just don’t know what am I going to do when it really do happen in less than 2 month’s time. I can plan and plan but it will all remain plans if I don’t do something about it. And this is bothering me like every night. Coz August is coming soon. Very soon.

I’ve had my chance.